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[Mar. 30th, 2004|04:12 pm] |
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( RAW )
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| ICONAGE! |
[Mar. 22nd, 2004|02:03 pm] |
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Oh, I've been busy making some fun icons. I love this new program I'm using. This is one of my favorites, the icon I'm using now. If I knew how to post my icons here, I would so that all could see. Now I realize why everyone wants to be credited for the icons they make. IT'S MINE!! |
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| Rogue Update |
[Mar. 18th, 2004|10:02 pm] |
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| |  determined | ] |
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| | Let's Get Retarded - Black Eyed Peas | ] |
Man, it's been awhile since I've updated. Not much to really say though. Wrestlemania was awesome! And I must remember to watch Smackdown tonight, as I haven't been watching Smackdown lately. I think my dreams have been telling me I have to watch it.
The other night I had a dream that an exboyfriend showed up with presents for me, along with these presents was a Smackdown Scrapbook.
I fell asleep today while I was reading, and in this dream, my brother had shaved his head to look like Kurt Angle. Now, normally my brother has no interest in anything wrestling.
So I must remember tonight... I've been watching the clock cause whenever I'm on the comp and plan to get off in 5, I get into something and forget that I had something else I wanted to do. |
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| Last Thoughts |
[Feb. 29th, 2004|12:45 am] |
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| | Eminem - Lose Yourself | ] |
I just wanted to add a few more thoughts of mine, I don't want to talk about this constantly, but after reading everyone's response to my last entry I thought I should get some things straight.
My best friend and I both have different opinions on the matter of same sex marriage. I don't love her any less because of her opinion. I don't think that I'm better than her because she doesn't share my opinion. She's my best friend, and I respect her.
There are alot of people that I have friended that do not share my point of view, and I realize that I came off really strong on my thoughts. I just wanted to put a different perspective out there, I've listened to everyone elses. I've considered what they have to say. Some make good points, others don't even seem to know what they are talking about.
I do understand where some are coming from, and I have much respect for them. |
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| Gay Marriages? |
[Feb. 16th, 2004|08:27 pm] |
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| | Closing Time - Semisonic | ] |
I don't want to piss anyone off, but I have my own opinion on gay marriages. I don't understand why they would want to get married. Do they understand what marriage is? Trying to make it legal? God created man and woman, not man and man or woman and woman.
I accept them for who they are, or at least try to. But trying to change the law? It goes against everything that life stands for. Do what you got to do, just don't expect what marriage stands for to change for you.
I don't believe that people are born gay. It's not true. It's a reaction to something that happens to them, a reaction to the environment and lifestyle people live in.
This really upsets me, just like abortions upset me. What has happened to people to make them think that this is the way life is supposed to be. I don't believe it is. I can't believe how easy people give in to the devil. He must certainly be pleased with himself. I'm not perfect, I sin, but at least I try not to. |
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| Join the Pity Party |
[Feb. 13th, 2004|01:30 am] |
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I'm still in the dumps. I just found out that my cousin got the job that I applied for! Damn her! I had an interview first. There were 23 positions available, and I don't get in? GRRRRRR!
I've been to soo many different interviews you'd think someone would want to hire me. Out of at least 35 interviews, I've had 4 jobs.
1. funeral home = didn't last long
2. amusement park = one measly month
3. department store = enjoyed but didn't pay well so after 2 years of interviews...
4. call centre = one of 100 hired, job almost caused a breakdown so i had to leave
Now, I'm back to nothing. Why doesn't anyone want to hire me? What's wrong with me? |
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| times up |
[Feb. 9th, 2004|02:43 am] |
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| |  sad | ] |
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| | By Myself - Linkin Park | ] |
want to write, but am to upset. off to go and cry. |
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| Birthday Bash Night |
[Feb. 6th, 2004|10:08 pm] |
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| | Holly McNarland - Numb | ] |
Well, it's over a week after my birthday and I'm finally going to get my birthday drink... tomorrow. How sad is it, that I'm excited to go out drinking? I don't like drinking just one or two drinks, I like to drink at least 5 drinks.
Kind of reminds me of the night my friend kicked me out of her house. Did at least 5 shots of straight vodka, and then 3 or more other drinks that my friend made. I made out with Jim! He was a guy friend that I had been hot for for 3 years, but first I was too shy to say anything. Then when he wanted to get together, I had a boyfriend. So we finally had a chance at this party, and damn I enjoyed that night!
That was the all time best drinking night ever. Then his friend Ryan kissed me, and tried to get in my pants. Damn, I'm so easy when I drink. Don't worry, didn't let him get that far. But I had the best time that night. I conquered! |
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| I killed Adam! |
[Feb. 2nd, 2004|01:17 pm] |
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| | buffy chaos bleeds | ] |
I finally killed the bastard! Yeah me! I can finally get past this damn level and head on to the next. I told myself, I can do this, and I did it. It was all my negative thinking that made me think I couldn't do it, but I did! Go me! |
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| that's me |
[Feb. 1st, 2004|02:28 am] |
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Dido
I just want to feel safe in my own skin,
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
But I'm so lonely
I don't even want to be with myself anymore
On a different day,
if I was safe in my own skin,
then I wouldn't feel lost and
so frightened
But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin
And I'm so lonely
I don't even want to be with myself anymore
I just want to feel safe in my own skin,
I just want to be happy again.
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| 25 and afraid of Chaos Bleeds |
[Feb. 1st, 2004|02:02 am] |
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| | Numb - Linkin Park | ] |
I'm tired, yet for some reason I came to write something here. There was a purpose and it seems to have left me. Thankyou to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ladyinsomnia for the birthday message. I have yet to go out for my birthday drinks with my working gal pals, but they promise a very drunken fun night next weekend. Hoping to score me a man!
I got back into playing Chaos Bleeds, and I actually finished off Kakistos without continuing! Yeah for me. I still have yet to defeat Adam, so if there is anyone out there reading this that has, please help. I know the generic, throw grenades at him while he's throwing the barrels, but I'm too afraid to get close enough to do it. Adam is scaring me! |
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| What's wrong with me? |
[Jan. 29th, 2004|12:27 am] |
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| | The Sweetest Thing - U2 | ] |
I'm not sure if I had a happy birthday. Well I did for awhile, and then I came home. And now I'm just down in the dumps. I don't want to be 25! I would love to be 19 again for the rest of my life. I miss those days. I was thin, I was in love with someone who seemed to love me, I was in college. And now, I have to get on with my life.
I still live with my parents, don't have a car, don't have a job, and don't know what the hell I'm doing with my life. I don't want to get older, can't we start counting down again? Can't we get to the age we can deal with, and then instead of get older get younger? How is getting older supposed to entice me to have a future. I don't have one, I suck.
Sorry, bout the pity party here, but damn I'm down. |
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| HA HA KID! |
[Jan. 25th, 2004|12:22 am] |
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Kid, wouldn't you wish it were you.
Or we can use my middle name, which I really really love now.
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| Sick? Not me! (knock on wood) |
[Jan. 21st, 2004|02:35 pm] |
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| | tenderness - general public | ] |
It seems there is a flu epidemic, I think everyone out here is sick. And the funny thing is, I'm not. This is new, I'm usually sick the whole winter time. So I hope everyone gets better quickly.
As for Royal Rumble news, WWE has finally done something right.
( Rumble Winner Love )
now back to my 80's music search, i'm feeling quite 80's happy. |
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| ENERGY PLEASE! |
[Jan. 12th, 2004|09:11 pm] |
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| | If I Can't - 50 cent | ] |
I'm getting soo tired lately. Something is terribly wrong with me. I'm lethargic, don't want to do a damn thing, just want to lie in my warm bed and do nothing but sleep. I've got a few worries about what may be wrong with me, it could just be the weather, it could be all the sugar i've been eating catching up on me, and i'm scared about what the other option could be. please don't do this to me now!
i just want to go back to sleep, and i've been doing nothing all day. watched Last of the Mohicans, while falling asleep. but that's the most i've done all day. I need energy! |
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| Anyone Selling Cars for Cheap? |
[Jan. 7th, 2004|08:32 pm] |
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| | shake it like a polaroid picture | ] |
It is soo freezing out there, I am not going anywhere else today. I wanted to go the movies tonight, but of course I can never get the car. Puppy had to go get her nails clipped, (it wasn't even open!) So I could have taken the car and met up with my friend, but alas, life never works out the way I would like it to. So the main goal of this year is to save up enough money to get a car... and get it! I have a few in mind, but by the time I get the money they will probably be gone by then. |
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| The Body and Forever |
[Jan. 4th, 2004|11:08 pm] |
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| | Buffy dvd theme... over and over again | ] |
I just finished watching the Forever episode of Buffy Season 5. I can't believe how emotional this season is. The Body had me in tears.
I'm so glad that I finally got to see this season. It's answered alot of questions I've had, you know I've seen Dawn in pictures and knew she was her sister, but never understood how she could be her sister. I knew Joyce died, but not exactly how and when, and when Buffy came home and saw her mom lying on the couch like that, i sobbed.
I still haven't seen anything past the Forever episode, but that will change within the next hour. Thanks kid, for this wonderful obsession of mine. No really, it's great, I just wish I wasn't so into it that I stay up half the night watching four episodes, so that I can wake up in the afternoon the next day.
That's all my doing, I need to kick it before I end up kicking myself. I can't wait until season 7 is finally out, and I can find out how exactly everything turns out. I do know most of the story, I know who she ends up with, but I would really like to see it for myself, in order. |
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| LiveJournal Friends |
[Dec. 29th, 2003|11:00 pm] |
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| | One Trick Pony - Nelly Furtado | ] |
I don't know why I am here, nothing to really say. But I just wanted to know how everyone's Christmas was. I don't know all of you who have friended me that well, but I just thought I'd let you all know that I do enjoy reading your journals. I'd like to know you better, so you can reply to this or you can add me to AIM. it's on my profile, so i hope to hear from some of you. |
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